Fantasy Baseball Ends

Well, fantasy baseball is over for this year. I came in second after winning the league last year. I only lost by a point and a half. The sad thing is that I led the league yesterday by half a point. And my team was loaded too - Howard, Utley, Youkilis, Victor Martinez, Torii Hunter. My pitching staff featured Halladay, Carpenter, Jurrjens, and Cliff Lee. What went wrong? Also, what will I do with my time now that I don't have fantasy baseball for 6 months? At least I have playoff baseball to watch for a while. I'm already sick of Joe Buck and Tim McCarver and the playoffs haven't even started.